After six hours of class (which is only an estimate since I didn't count the minutes of break between classes) I feel more awake than I had been this morning. I do enjoy today though, since it is almost like a low slope on a hill. The further you go, the higher you get. It's like an emotional stair case; I am tired and impatient for the day's end, but as time goes on, I become more awake and excited for the classes.
Reflecting on the day, I became easily annoyed several times. At least once per class as I think about it. Those moments were very convenient since break was just after those emotions hit.
It was really nothing to do with how the class was being run, but more about how I was
tired and looking forward to the idea of having a bagel after class.
I remember talking to my high school teachers, friends, and family about how excited I was for college to start. I was told many times that the classes would not be how I expected and that I would soon become aggravated by my classes. Although I am extremely snappy in the morning, I am still able to keep my politeness at a reasonable level (I'm just not a real conversationalist in the morning). I do like my classes very much, and am not regretting my choice to attend this school.
Come to think of it, I don't talk a lot, especially when I'm in a new environment and not in the presence of someone familiar. I am confident that I will become so talkative, that everyone will be praying to shut me up.
I'm actually pretty amazed that I am not all that social since I rarely shut up when I'm aound my friends (of course, I'm usually making a real asshole comment, if not then I'm just being an idiot).
To be perfectly honest, I'm still thinking about what to blog about, and these are just basic rants about what is running through my head, which I hope is obvious. If you didn't know, I assuming you know now.
I'm not a blogger when I'm fixed on a subject, my mind goes all over the place.
Alright, I'm done. Thank you, have a good one.
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